Hi, I’m a young woman of 24 years. I started this site because I needed an outlet for my feelings I live in belgium and speak Dutch. As you see, my english is not good but I do do my best. I go into therapy because of problems in the past. I have ADD and do self-harm.Tumblr (3.0; @spekske)http://spekske.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b290707fe3f69c1047f041e12556ec48/tumblr_mn9cidDc4y1rsygogo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51161749888http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51161749888Thu, 23 May 2013 20:31:18 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/389aa12564b901c3d9abd97122be4d70/tumblr_mgziriT92Y1rrlcp6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51161718469http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51161718469Thu, 23 May 2013 20:30:47 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ly1v3dw7Gv1qi1hx1o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51161661081http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51161661081Thu, 23 May 2013 20:29:49 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/fc012f6a46ec614df77e5eab834d4a25/tumblr_mmnrlqP66l1s4bjbeo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51161644069http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51161644069Thu, 23 May 2013 20:29:31 +0200<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_51140005021" src="http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51140005021/audio_player_iframe/spekske/tumblr_mn84bsBMWz1r5d5xn?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fspekske%2F51140005021%2Ftumblr_mn84bsBMWz1r5d5xn" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://songzinmyhead.tumblr.com/post/51105851884/perfume-genius-normal-song" target="_blank">songzinmyhead</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><strong><a href="https://www.facebook.com/perfumegeniusofficial" target="_blank">Perfume Genius</a> - Normal Song</strong></p> </blockquote> <div class="contentdiv_leftbox_data">Hold my hand<br/> I am afraid<br/> Please pray for me<br/> When I am away<br/><br/> Comfort the girl<br/> Help her understand<br/> No memory<br/> No matter how sad<br/> And no violence<br/> No matter how bad<br/> Can darken the heart<br/> Or tear it apart<br/><br/> Take my hand<br/> When you are scared<br/> And I will pray<br/> If you go back out there<br/> Comfort the man<br/> Help him understand<br/> That no floating sheet<br/> No matter how haunting<br/> And no secret<br/> No matter how nasty<br/> Can poison your voice<br/> Or keep you from joy</div>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51140005021http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51140005021Thu, 23 May 2013 12:23:47 +0200<iframe src="https://w.soundcloud.com/player/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F90342483&liking=false&sharing=false&origin=tumblr" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" class="soundcloud_audio_player" width="500" height="116"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://songzinmyhead.tumblr.com/post/51084098948/city-and-colour-the-hurry-and-the-harm" target="_blank">songzinmyhead</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><strong><a href="http://www.cityandcolour.com/" target="_blank">City and Colour</a> - The Hurry And The Harm</strong></p> </blockquote> <p><strong><a href="https://www.facebook.com/perfumegeniusofficial" target="_blank">Everyone wants everything.<br/> No matter the cost, we’re longing to live in a dream. <br/> But we can’t let go to all that we think we know - <br/> this great escape until we give up the ghost. <br/><br/> But why are we so worried more about the hurry <br/> and less about the harm? <br/><br/> Always trying to conquer <br/> that which does not offer<br/> anything more than a broken heart. <br/><br/> Oh, what a cost for love. <br/><br/> I only want oh, simple things - <br/> mourning the lost and what could have been. <br/><br/> When did I let go to all that I used to know?<br/> This grave mistake has left the absence of hope. <br/><br/> And why are we so worried more about the hurry <br/> and less about the harm? <br/><br/> Always trying to conquer <br/> that which does not offer<br/> anything more than a broken heart. <br/><br/> Oh, what a cost for love. <br/> Oh, what a cost for love - <br/> a cost for love. <br/><br/> I’m going back to the start; <br/> I’m going back to the start</a><br/></strong></p>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51139945171http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51139945171Thu, 23 May 2013 12:21:39 +0200songliedmistakesimple thingsto the start<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/90bd240ff15ee1ecb16351d19ee406b9/tumblr_mn83l9bXFH1qe99uco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51139799412http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51139799412Thu, 23 May 2013 12:16:33 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/25d07498676dbc425614b3267a8392a5/tumblr_mn83dgFL121qe99uco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51139785657http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51139785657Thu, 23 May 2013 12:16:02 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/9672681363429ff3ea9ea97fd22c4645/tumblr_mn7iy5tRdp1qk8tk2o1_r1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137601760http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137601760Thu, 23 May 2013 10:50:32 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a2e1ff6d7e567fcd3cf498ff4e3ab033/tumblr_mmyuklfrn81rtxgizo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137581804http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137581804Thu, 23 May 2013 10:49:45 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5zabmnI1U1r16v74o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137561416http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137561416Thu, 23 May 2013 10:48:55 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f5874814817eb0cba3a4b6fb382fbbca/tumblr_mn83p8Coeu1qe99uco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137451085http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137451085Thu, 23 May 2013 10:44:41 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3ff18823743931a924dad51cc21e7af5/tumblr_mn83rvvJV11qe99uco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137444331http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137444331Thu, 23 May 2013 10:44:24 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/46b017da33678c8d05fe158b68257f29/tumblr_mlo1sy5cBQ1s3m0ero1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137388047http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51137388047Thu, 23 May 2013 10:42:18 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/80bc09a4c310bab248100de232465d3a/tumblr_mhjx3icsAI1rbw92yo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51075145686http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51075145686Wed, 22 May 2013 18:00:39 +0200time<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/822bb123e064c594f9faed172f9c2ec1/tumblr_mn4h5gd3yL1qkt9aoo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51075098797http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51075098797Wed, 22 May 2013 17:59:48 +0200pain<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdrg0n6xSO1qfrf9lo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51075048140http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51075048140Wed, 22 May 2013 17:58:48 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/81f32f34844a79fcf6544cb2e38b33a2/tumblr_mn62ktkYof1qk8tk2o1_r2_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51075001729http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51075001729Wed, 22 May 2013 17:57:53 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/c92c1a0ada01dc009759c1441a7f5627/tumblr_mn62qh6qM51qk8tk2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51074991671http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51074991671Wed, 22 May 2013 17:57:41 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m213nuluac1qia0zgo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51074380098http://spekske.tumblr.com/post/51074380098Wed, 22 May 2013 17:45:40 +0200